Out of my mind!

...back in five minutes

My inner (and outer) self is channeling Shikamaru
I'm bored, not even B.A.P's utterly amazing debut can really quench this gigantic hole in my soul I wish Infinite's going to have a bad ass comeback soon ;u;.

Oh Infinite and your awesomeness and awesome stuff.
As a follow up to this post, I eventually decided to get the gold/black angel ring and the gold squiggly one (I originally wanted the silver one, but it was sold out) but it all worked out for the best anyway.

I received the squiggly one a few weeks back and to be honest, if I had to describe it in so many words, I would have to say that it's as bootleg as they come. Not only does it look NOTHING like it looks in the picture, it doesn't even look like it's actually worth the 20 or so ringgit that I paid for it. But on the bright side, I don't hate it. But as far as false advertising goes, this one ranks way up there. And to think I actually came to believe that I could trust online buying.

See for yourself.

On the other hand, the angel wing ring looks pretty darn awesome. I am extremely please with it and if you're thinking about getting it, do so.

Although, I bought a similar looking ring a few months ago and except for the oddly placed (and rather crooked) stone they put on the side, it's as pretty, if not a teensy bit more than the 'original' one AND at half the price.

I never used to be a person who bought shit just because the person I liked had it. JANG DONGWOO WHAT HAS YOUR AWESOMENESS DONE TO ME. Not to mention that I got TWO conch piercings (not just because of Sungyeol, they're just pretty bad ass looking in general) I also stumbled across this bag a few months ago AND BOUGHT IT.

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infinite for infinity

One year ago today, I became an Inspirit

On holiday from Infinite, but Infinite is not on holiday from me
I've been on holiday since Saturday and missed my bb's Christmas single debut ಥ⌣ಥ (and like the last four episodes of Birth of a Family and like a bazillion other Infinite related news ಥ⌣ಥ) I have so much to catch up on right now.

In other news, I got another conch piercing. It hurt a little bit more than the first one but generally less than my other piercings.

I used to be a person who was never bothered with getting stuff just because my favourite actor/singer had it/used it, but this was before Infinite came into my life and ruined me. I'd ordered the angel ring and the squiggly one that Dongwoo always wears, then lo and behold, what do I find while strolling around the shopping center the other day?

It isn't exactly the same, there's the random stone there and the wing is curved BUT STILL. Not only that, I was looking for a new handbag because the two I usually use is falling apart at the seams, and I saw this handbag that I liked. It's a black and white striped and I really liked the shape and suddenly I noticed the tiny little picture crochet in the corner and I about LOLed.



Help me, I am undecided.
I'm considering ordering Dongwoo's angel rings, but I'm seriously torn between the black one and the silver one. The silver is so pretty and shiny, but at the same time I'm always so attracted to anything black, it doesn't help that the black one is so pretty too ಥ⌣ಥ

Right now I'm leaning more towards the black, BUT THE SILVER ONE WOE~ ಥ⌣ಥ

I'm even dreaming about them now ಠ_ಠ
I've never really had any sexual dreams or fantasies or anything, but yesterday I swear I had a dream where I was in some hotel or something and Infinite were there then the other members went to some recording thing and I made out with Hoya in a room where the walls were transparent before someone suddenly walked in. Not that it was a bad dream but it was so bizarre, I love Hoya a lot but he isn't even in my top bias list.

Although I don't know how that's even possible ಠ_ಠ

Happy 500th day, Infinite!
Or 502nd day by now at least. I'm not too happy with the end result (mainly because it's like only half of what I wanted to do) but maybe I'll go back and re-do it...someday.

Japanese BTD
Is anyone here pre-ordering/thinking of pre-ordering the Japanese BTD? Which version would you get, the DVD or the photobook. Both sound really enticing, though I like the white suit cover more. Getting both would just be like committing financial murder ;u;


I came on earlier, completely unsuspecting, expecting another normal day of Infinite's promotions. Though there's nothing normal about Infinite's performances, more like spectacular. Especially this week since they started promotions on those TO DIE FOR suits looking for all intents and purposes, absolutely TO DIE FOR.

Then all of a sudden BAM I get hit in face by INFINITE WINNING INKIGAYO! Fucking hell I knew a win was inevitable (Paradise is absolute perfection) but I honestly didn't expect one a) so early in their promotion cycle, since it's they're second week of performances and the first week they're actually eligible to win. Though they did come in second at MCD and Music Bank. And b) because they're up against so many other big name artists like KARA, Super Junior, Brown Eyed Girls, Davinci, Sung Shi Kyung and B1A4 (who from I've heard have really gained a lot of fans in such a short period of time). I think the combination of all their reactions is pretty much every single thing I felt watching the winner video (again and again and again and again).

This time around it was Sungyeol and Sunggyu's reactions that really hit home for me. Sungyeol just looked absolutely stunned then he became all teary eyed and Sunggyu was absolutely speechless. Myungsoo was his usual :D self for the duration, but you can really see the joy and elation he's feeling twinkling in his eyes (and this is me not being sappy at all). Hoya again shows us that under that tough exterior, there's a really mushy and squishy person trying to get out. I remember Hoya's back story the most from Sesame Player, how he wrote that he'll only return home once he becomes successful and I think of this every single time I hear that Infinite's album is doing well and how well they're doing on music chart ranks.

I think Woohyun is really an articulate person. He says things and gives speeches that can really tug at my heartstrings. What he said in his thank you speech is exactly the reason why I love Infinite and why I KNOW I will continue to love them in the future. Sungjong didn't get much screen time in their winning video, but I still want to hold him and hug him and call him my own. And last, but certainly not least, Dongwoo. I love this boy so much. It feels like he's gotten the crying part out of the way when they won the first time and this happy and bouncy Dongwoo hugging everyone from behind and having his own little celebration party behind all the members (with UKISS? I see you there Dongwoo and Kevin) and living in his own fabulous little world where everything is beautiful and happy and everyone smiles all the time. This is what makes Dongwoo such an amazing and beautiful person and why I love him so much.

In some ways, this win feels just as important as their first win. Like I said, not only are they up against what is pretty much the cream of the crop of KPOP, but they've also proved that they're not just one-trick ponies. This is their second week of promoting and the first week of being eligible to win and to win at this stage is really a spectacular thing to achieve. From their reaction (and how they're like standing right at the back) I don't think they expected it either. And I absolutely love the way Super Junior went over to congratulate them. I really wish SM would give them better songs, then I'd have a reason to stan them again. I love Sujufinite interaction so much.

Watching Infinite grow; celebrating their little achievements, like reaching number 9 on the charts and having 19000+ members of their fancafe, to this day seeing them take their third WIN on a music show and having over 40000 members in their fan cafe, it has been a wondrous sight to behold and the journey to this place has been a fantastic one. I look forward to being on many more journeys and watching what more they can achieve and how much further they can go, it will be my pleasure and my honour.


And I just realized; Infinite's first win 010911, and tonight 091011. The numbers 0, 1 and 9 have really be lucky for these boys.

I’m sick from…”Infinitism?”

Dictionary: Infinitism - The word comes from kpop-ish language. It’s mostly used to describe a mental disorder,which includes singing along to an Infinite song ALL the time, randomly burst into dancing to “Come Back Again” in the middle of the street, as well as a craving to own at least one of the Infinite members. In most cases, the patients don’t even realize their sickness. The Inspirits (which is the other name for those who are sick with Infinitism) are incredibly nice and never start fights, but they can be agressive when the group is bashed and hated on.

This disease has 8th phases that every Inspirit goes through. Every single one of the phases leads to a strong connection and even obsession over the Infinite members.

Phase One: OSD (Obsessive Sunggyu Disorder) - Symptoms: It mostly includes hysterical screams and spazzing over the leader’s voice and belief, that he is the most perfect father on this planet that was EVER born.

Second Phase: DMD (Dongwoo-Maniac Disorder) - Symptoms: The patient believes that Dongwoo is one of the last rare species of Human Dinos on this Earth and that his innermost wish is to be in WGM with Hoya.

Third Phase: NIM (Namstar Idol Mania) - Symptoms: The patient believes that Woohyun is created to conquer the world with his perfect appearance and his deep voice. In a lot of the cases, the Inspirit can stay in the same pose for hours, while listening to his songs and also-compare every boy’s body to Namstar’s.

Phase Four: LHD (Lee Howon Deprived) - Symptoms : The eyes of the Inspirit are always glued to Hoya on stage, despite who is dancing at the moment.In this phase, it’s not rare for the patient to scream above his/hers normal voice ability when the rapper goes on stage. The patient also believes that Hoya is the one and only sex god.

Phase Five: SFF (Sungyeol Faithfull Follower) - Symptoms: It includes copying every single prank that Sungyeol pulls off and bursting into random “We no speak Americano”dance. It often is followed by an abnormal LOL-ing to everything the boy says, even if the patient didn’t really understand what it was.

Sixth Phase: MAD (Myungsoo-Addicted Depression) - Symptoms: The Inspirit is able to stare at his perfect face for hours, to scream and replay every single moment, in which he smiled or tried doing fan service. The patient is absolutely sure that Myungsoo is the most perfect thing created on this planet and is amazed that no one has gone blind from staring too much at his perfection. This phase often leads to a depression that ideal guys like him are almost nowhere to be found.

Phase Seven: EMI (Evil Maknae Illness) - Symptoms: The patient is sure that all teddy bears on this planet are made to be kicked and punched.In this phase the Inspirit often whines too much, is arrogant, makes annoying attempts to be cute and has unexpected craving for being evil and rebelling. The patient often questiones his sexuality towards Sungjong and believes the maknae looks amazing in every single dress. He/She also believes that Sungjong is the next №1 Diva once Brian is gone.

Phase Eight: This is the last state of Infinitism. Once the patient gets to this phase, the disease can no longer be cured and He/She is forever labeled as an Inspirit.

Symptoms: Never-ending blabber about the group, knowing every little detail about every member, and when the patient is a female: a desire to make at least one of the members a father of her child. The Inspirit in this last phase is fully dedicated to the group and has problems with concentration when He/She is supposed to do activities, that don’t include anything connected to Infinite. The patient is able to write down all the Infinite songs and lyrics.

The Hardcore Inspirits are agressive towards ANTI’s and Haters, but they’re nice to every person that can help Infinite and/or the fanclub.

The Infinitism is a VERY dangerous disease in every single one of it’s phases, so if you feel that you have any of these symptoms, you should go see a doctor.

Or not. Infinitism is not meant to be cured x3

Source: xxxmikkixxx



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